Be Still thy Heart....

I am a woman, I have feelings, I am human I hurt too....
Sometimes I try not to think about it... and try to overcome my doubts and fears....
but sometimes questions left unanswered and just left hanging... just keeps on haunting

Why do I sometimes feel your avoiding my questions...
Why are their times that I feel your distance is growing...my hopes falling apart...
That this is just all but a dream...

Why is it sometimes i feel just falling in the abyss of despair and uncertainty...
Until when will my heart wait...until when will I keep on praying for that one day you be mine...