Still Alive!!!!!!

Ive been through hell and back again, literally! I know bitching about life's hung up's wont help at all, to think other people go through worse! but still these people manage to move on and inspite of all the hardships in life they still manage to smile and give thanks!.

I guess! No!....... I admit I am being a mega bitch....... well can you blame me! I know I cant justify my self all the time! But I guess bitching about sometimes helps....... or else I'll just breakdown completely, and that would be the last thing I would allow to happen to me!

I feel that Im back in a "Rut" again! but the way I looked at it, being in a rut is like a pause button in your life, giving you a momment to contemplate, and analyze your current situation and direction. Its not being stuck! its a matter of getting moving! as they say things happen in life for a reason, well what ever it is Im looking forward for it!. Ive always belived im a fighter so all I can say in life is "bring it on". It doesnt matter if your beaten down, it doesnt matter how deep the wounds are, its how you heal and how you have faut your battles at the end of the day, its how your surviving thats telling you that you have won the quest in life.

As my motto goes: WHAT DOESNT KILL YOU ONLY MAKES YOU STRONGER!