PaiN KillErS
While I was having a break down my dear friend read me this:
"have you ever been in love? horrible, isn't it? it make you vulnerable. it opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. you build up all these defenses. you build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...you give them a piece of you. they don't ask for it. they do something dumb one day like kiss you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. love takes hostages. it gets inside you. it eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like 'maybe we should just be friends' or 'how very perceptive' turns into a glass splinter working its way into our heart. it hurts. not just in the imagination. not just in the mind. it's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. nothing should be able to do that. especially not love"
- rose walker; the kindly ones***
It really went straight to the heart with matching background music, whooo Ive never been as emotional like this for a long time, i dont really like it! its tiring its physically, emotionally, spritually tiring, and yes i blurted it out, the one thing all broken hearted people say when their at lost with words! "I wanna die" or did i say
"I wanna fu*^#&k die!" my God I did'nt know i could be like this, I know im a strong woman! hell would parctically spit me out im really bitchy! but I guess no body is safe when it comes to this thing (LOVE), Breaking down last night was good, the booze and good friends beside you really helped ( specialy if your bound to doing something stupid when your drunk) Kay didnt sleep at all 
she was worried i might rool out of my bed and jump out of the window! thanks a lot Kay! Whoooooooh, If i could only find a huge pill of pain killers i would chew it all up! Im slowly becoming the one person i dont wanna be "A bitter Bitch" I guess I cant help it!
"have you ever been in love? horrible, isn't it? it make you vulnerable. it opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. you build up all these defenses. you build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...you give them a piece of you. they don't ask for it. they do something dumb one day like kiss you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. love takes hostages. it gets inside you. it eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like 'maybe we should just be friends' or 'how very perceptive' turns into a glass splinter working its way into our heart. it hurts. not just in the imagination. not just in the mind. it's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. nothing should be able to do that. especially not love"
- rose walker; the kindly ones***
It really went straight to the heart with matching background music, whooo Ive never been as emotional like this for a long time, i dont really like it! its tiring its physically, emotionally, spritually tiring, and yes i blurted it out, the one thing all broken hearted people say when their at lost with words! "I wanna die" or did i say
"I wanna fu*^#&k die!" my God I did'nt know i could be like this, I know im a strong woman! hell would parctically spit me out im really bitchy! but I guess no body is safe when it comes to this thing (LOVE), Breaking down last night was good, the booze and good friends beside you really helped ( specialy if your bound to doing something stupid when your drunk) Kay didnt sleep at all she was worried i might rool out of my bed and jump out of the window! thanks a lot Kay! Whoooooooh, If i could only find a huge pill of pain killers i would chew it all up! Im slowly becoming the one person i dont wanna be "A bitter Bitch" I guess I cant help it!
posted by tsynita at
6:51 PM
1 Comments:
i could give you a sledge hammer smack...one pain - u will be killed..
want?
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